The Orphaned Sock

The Orphaned Sock

Somebody mended this sock by hand.

That is the first thing to see and it took me two visits to see it. There is a patch across the heel in a slightly lighter grey, laid in with the running stitch you use for darning, going one way and then crossing back over itself, the way it is done when there is no machine and no matching wool and you are working with what is in the tin. It is not neat. The tension is uneven and it puckers at one edge. It has been worn a great deal since, because the darn itself is worn, and there is now a small hole opening again above the ankle, three centimetres from the repair, where the next one will have to go.

This is the only handwriting in the building.

I mean that literally. There is no text anywhere in this room. No prices, no hours, no instructions, no name over the door, not a numeral on any machine. I have looked with a lens. The one thing in ten panels that carries the trace of a specific person’s hand and a specific person’s decision is a darn in a wool sock, done in another room, on another evening, by somebody who thought this sock was worth an hour.

And now it is on the counter and nobody is coming back for it.

The counter is the other subject. It is a long enamelled slab, and the enamel has crazed into a fine net of cracks across the whole surface, with chips at the edges going down to dark iron. It has been wiped so many times that the crazing holds a grey line in every crack. Under the fluorescent tube directly above, that surface reads as a pale field with a faint blue in the shadows, and the sock lies on it dark and heavy and slightly curled, casting the only real shadow in the frame.

Behind, three machines. All of them dark. Doors shut, glass black. The tube is on because the drums are off, which is how this building works: one light or the other, never both.

Here is the thing about an orphaned sock in a room with no writing in it. There is no counter to hand it to. There is no attendant, no lost property box, no clipboard, no phone number on the wall to call in the morning. In a building with staff, this sock goes in a drawer and waits, and somebody says, someone left a sock. There is no mechanism here for that sentence to be said to anybody.

So it stays on the enamel until it is swept off it. It is not lost. It is in the most visible spot in the building, lit from directly overhead, at chest height, in the middle of a bare counter. Every single person who comes in tonight will walk past it and look at it and know it is not theirs.

A pair is the whole meaning of a sock. What is on that counter is a wool object of no use whatever, repaired by hand, kept for years, under the best light in the room.